my bio teacher bad-mouthed me to my parents at ptm today. super pissed off with her. that's why must do well in next tests to prove i can do without her help. as if she helps in the first place. i mean 'air-rifle'? (she pronounces a-level as that) i mean she is as lousy a teacher one can get. and she can't teach even if her life depends on it. hey am glad mr lee was back to his usual self friday pract. that felt good. hope it continues. pls.

just back from dinner with waikeong/joel/joel/kenneth/kwok/samuel/shane/kaicheng at brekz. was good. but super ex. can't afford that kind of money, not esp since i lost my wallet couple of weeks back with so much cash. sigh. feel so poor. then feel bad asking my parents of extra extra. second time there in two weeks. so the xin xian gan was not there.

game today was acceptable in patches. sloppy in others. the main culprit being yours truly. yeah, i screwed up marking their no.10 giving him too many looks at the basket..and ended up getting burned and i kinda feel responsible for the run they had. i mean, it wasn't nice having 3 pointers shot over you two three times..it's shit. didn't play too much, given my role in the team. i understand what the team needs. i really do. looking to shoot the ball better though. but now, it's like i'm more of a passer or assist guy. liked that pass to leon today. haha. think i've got another injury on my left thigh now. feel ike a tendon. shit, i hate feeling so injured. like weibo says 'useless man'..it's somewhat true. shit. look, we've got to win big against mjc on wed. we're capable of more. today first half was 25-12 to us. not bad. and they never led. which is good.we need a great improvement for wednesday's game. and another thing supporters..like vjc had so many people down for support this morning. and nyjc even had their council there. haha. hmm, i know we're not exactly a high profile sport but support would be appreciated. it'd be nice to have ppl cheering you on. psyche up for mj match.

Respect cannot be given. It is earned.

so, i did screw up my ct1 like siao. but, it's over now. must look forward to the next common test. must do well. will do well. haha. yep. must get my studies back soon.

for now, on basketball season. it all starts tomorrow. this is it. there's some nervousness, but guess it's the anticipation. it's huge. we need to get a good win tomorrow. confidence, not complacency. i have confidence in us. this team can go high if we concentrate. go for it, guys. confidence.

If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it.
Happy moments, praise God.
Difficult moments, seek God.
Quiet moments, worship God.
Painful moments, trust God.
Every moment, thank God

matter of fact, i'm trying to do as much as i can..dunnoe if tht's the correct way. also, it's only trying, do't think i'm succeeding.. still damn lazy. and my concentration span is super short. can't stand it. end up walking around or looking for food to munch on..wtf. need more discipline. and stop procrastinating. get my work back on track. relly wanna train tmr. hope i pull through fine. it's more than frustraing. knowing it's slowing you down. i'm determined not to let anything down. not at this stage. when coach asked me if i was 100% that day vs vj, i wasn't too truthful when i answered 'close to'. too bad i didn't last that mactch. heck, more pls.